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Mondays at My House: Seeing Beyond the Collective Chaos

written by Beth October 29, 2012

Sometimes I see it coming and try to head it off. Other times, the chaos of managing a large family engulfs me unexpectedly, pulling me under like a coastal Caribbean current. In these moments, (I’m learning that) it’s really better just to let go of all resistance, come up for air when I can and save my energy for when the likelihood of reaching shore is in alignment with the tides (i.e. screw the housework, say “yes” to most everything and worry about the repercussions later).

Such was my week.


My girls’ needs are changing, and intensifying. Lately, all cordial conversations have been replaced by some prepubescent psychosis that apparently requires even the simplest interactions be screamed, sobbed or mumbled vindictively.

Our breakfast date – an attempt to have fun – meant an hour of deliberations over restaurants, cries over copycat hairdos and fights over seating, french toast and Spanish competency.

If, as a parent, you’re not prone to violence, there’s a level of passivity that this behavior breeds. After, say, a Saturday afternoon of meltdowns about one sister’s pencil sharpener gone missing (the accusation and denial of guilt both yelled across the house) or an early-morning debate-turned-sob-session over who’s bogarted all the hair ties or (my favorite) threats of hyperventilation-induced vomit over being “forced” to go to the beach (sensitive to salt on the skin and sand where it oughtn’t be), Hunter and I often just exchange a communicatory glance of solidarity, “Did you hear something? Nah, me either,” and go about our business dicing onions or pressing coffee.

I’m not saying this is an optimal way to parent, just that it’s sometimes better than punitive alternatives.

Nostrils flared in frustration.

About mid-week I came across this oh-so-lovely blog post that read like a song and one I sorely needed to hear. It was the perfect reminder to slow down in my interactions with my kids, look FIRST at their hearts and intentions before reacting and see them for the amazing individuals they are, not the collective chaos. This is no easy task when outnumbered, but holding this idea really helped me to enjoy them more this week. It transformed obnoxious persistence into a deep desire to be understood, hypersensitivity into a capacity for emotional depth and bossy know-it-all tendencies into a true gift for managing people (gone sour due to under-acknowledgement).

I highly recommend the read.

All-in-all, the week redeemed itself nicely, if requiring some serious Sunday scrubbing. We made costumes with things laying around the house and less than $5 worth of supplies (even winning Taos the costume contest at school), we had our first impromptu Berry-style throw down since settling in Tulum with some awesome new friends and Hunter and I even managed a short escape to the beach by ourselves (another thing we’d been sorely needing).

The beach with vs. without kids is the difference between hyper vigilance and utter relaxation.

I have no idea what to expect for Halloween around here, but we live right across the street from a cemetery, so I’m hoping for quite a display for Dia de Los Muertos.


Until next time, here’s to seeing beyond the hysteria, hoping this hurricane is merely hype and have a Happy Halloween!

Mondays at My House: Seeing Beyond the Collective Chaos was last modified: October 29th, 2012 by Beth
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4 comments

Traci October 30, 2012 at 4:05 am

I am so glad I found your blog, it is so refreshing! It’s so nice to see a persons chaos in blog-land sometimes. Not that I am glad you have a mess and challenging emotions but just that it is real and we all experience it and our houses are often messy! We’re also working towards moving abroad at some point so it’s good to see someone else who took the leap. Also serendipitous because I’ve been thinking of starting a blog that I show my dirty kitchen with it’s dish filled sink, unmade beds, pens and paper everywhere , etc, but show the beauty in that, because it is the nature of family life. Thanks for your honesty and wonderful reporting on the home front!

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Hands Free Mama October 30, 2012 at 5:53 pm

Hello Beth!

What a brilliant writer you are! The humor and transparency in this post are so refreshing!!! You nailed it when you described the “collective chaos” that often prevents us from seeing what is beautiful in our own children. I have experienced many occasions like the ones you so eloquently described, and I am inclined to withdraw, shut-down, retreat from those amazing beings rather than look PAST their unbecoming tendencies!

What I loved so much was this line:
“It transformed obnoxious persistence into a deep desire to be understood, hypersensitivity into a capacity for emotional depth and bossy know-it-all tendencies into a true gift for managing people (gone sour due to under-acknowledgement).”

Oh yes! To strive for understanding, to have capacity for emotional depth, to beautifully manage our children with acknowledgement–what a beautiful way to parent.

I am so honored to know that my post inspired you! And how kind of you to share it with the world in this lovely form. I am truly grateful you took the time to let me know. My day has greatly improved by you.

Much love,
Rachel

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Kat October 31, 2012 at 1:51 am

I am reading you… you are wonderful writer, and your life is inspiring. Thank you for the gift of you

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Beth October 31, 2012 at 10:56 pm

Thank you, Kat! I truly appreciate you “being here!”

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